I am on Spotlight 

My blog is having growing pains, it will be transitioning to feature my writing and the things I’ve been getting up to in regards to Acting. For now though thought I’d share I’m on spotlight! 

Spotlight 

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Black Heart

Wandering through the mine of my deep black heart
A diamond you struck it
And made it shine
Held it close
it was jagged imperfect yet undeniably beautiful
You held it
Left hand, right hand
Left hand then in your right hand
You took its rights and walked off
My heart bled black
Hoping you would come back
To fill this space
But here I lie in salty pools
It’s too dark to see
Too dark to find my way out
Not enough strength to find my gem
So here I’ll be in this deep dark mine
Promise another won’t find nothing but cold coals
And bland minerals
Nothing too real
Nothing to see, nothing to feel.

Are you in love girl? 

Are you in love girl? 
No
But I love love
Love the way he loves

I love him 

But im not in love mum

To be in love would require me to be in his love 

love me? like loves love more like loves like

I’m cared for, Adored,felt for

But he loves love like love

And doesn’t allow me enter 

We have the key but what’s the point if the door won’t open when company is invited.

I’m expected 

No mum I’m not in love 

I’m sitting on the porch with my back to the door.

Love is 

What you think love is soft?Pretty and pink 

Wrapped in bows 

Chocolate kisses and melt in the middle treats

 

Love is hard

Love is solid 

Love is dense

With sharp edges 

Love cuts deep 

Love lingers

Love stays

With no place to go

Love is heavy

Love is blind

Love is picky 

With prickly thorns

Love hurts

Love, that bitter medicine

Love is a weapon 

With every ounce it fights

Love conquers 

Love builds walls

Love destroys

Love is not the love of perfection

Love does not achieve perfection 

Love is perfection 

Love is real 
And when it comes 

It can hurt 

But when it comes 

It stays 

Never failing you 

So if it’s gone 

It just wasn’t the one

called love 

They call love

Love stays even buried 6 ft 

It comes, reminding you

Not a moment on the lips a life time on the hips 

But several moments within

A lifetime in your soul  

But you giving life to a new chamber  

Making way for love to truly sit in your heart

When the growing pains cease 

That pain becomes pleasurable 

Because that pleasure over rides

Or maybe you realise it was never really pain 

It was just love, because love is 
Love is hard

Love is solid 

Love is dense

With sharp edges 

Love cuts deep 

Love lingers

Love stays

With no place to go

Love is heavy

Love is blind

Love is picky 

With prickly thorns

Love hurts

Love that bitter medicine

Love is a weapon 

With every ounce it fights

Love conquers 

Love builds walls

Love destroys

Love is not the love of perfection

Love does not achieve perfection 

Love is perfection 

Love is real 

Love is love

Let me celebrate you.

Let me celebrate you.

I love your eyes,
Sweet almonds that light up your face.
Yet you look at me with hinted malice
But sister your eyes are just like mine.
Let me celebrate you.

Your hair is long and thick
Under that wig I know
And Im in awe at your creative versatility,
Yet You’ll rather use your locks to tie a noose over my baby hairs.

Let me celebrate you.

Your skin as smooth as silk but richer than ebony,
You hold not a pimple on site.
Yet you unfairly point out every freckle on my fairly fair skin, now that’s not fair.

Let me celebrate you.

Your teeth, so white and straight in line
No kind of regiment could compete.
Yet they stampede whilst your tongue places orders on breaking my smile with
Degenerating words.

Let me celebrate you.

I love your sass its vibrant
And sometimes you’re funny
Unless the jokes on me.
Whilst you ridicule my confidence,
I must think I’m too nice
So break me once or twice
That will do the trick.

Let me celebrate you.

Your chest of life, nourishment of life , comfort of life, attracted to life.
All of that…yet you knock my behind,distort my minds physique.
Why? Why can’t you just celebrate me?

I look in the mirror I don’t see you.
I see me.
Do you see me?
So what? mine are a little bigger,
I love mine but I love yours too.
I wish my hair would grow like yours
Yet I love my short fro and laid edges.
Didn’t you know you’re not black but brown just like me, and the wealth in the melanin you posses is desirable.

The gap in my smile signifies no gap in my heart I’m complete and ready to love.
Im confident, not always and in times of weakness I look to you my sister to push me forward.

Why are you building more walls to climb to our victory?
We are one in the same.
Because when I win you win,
When you win I win.
Where are you celebrating me? Celebrating us?
Whilst I wait let me celebrate you.

Fizzy x

To all my girls! I love you may we continue to celebrate everyday!

Love is…

What you think love is soft?
Pretty and pink
Wrapped in bows
Chocolate kisses and melt in the middle treats

Love is hard
Love is solid
Love is dense
With sharp edges
Love cuts deep
Love lingers
Love stays
With no place to go
Love is heavy
Love is blind
Love is picky
With prickly thorns
Love hurts
Love, that bitter medicine
Love is a weapon
With every ounce it fights
Love conquers
Love builds walls
Love destroys
Love is not the love of perfection
Love does not achieve perfection
Love is perfection
Love is real

And when it comes
It can hurt
But when it comes
It stays
Never failing you
So if it’s gone
It just wasn’t the one called love
They call love
Love stays even buried 6 ft
It comes, reminding you
Not a moment on the lips a life time on the hips
But several moments within
A lifetime in your soul
But you dilating and challenging selfish ways Giving life to a new chamber
Making way for love to truly sit in your heart
When the growing pains cease
That pain becomes pleasurable
Because that pleasure over rides
Or maybe you realise it was never really pain
It was just love, because love is

Love is hard
Love is solid
Love is dense
With sharp edges
Love cuts deep
Love lingers
Love stays
With no place to go
Love is heavy
Love is blind
Love is picky
With prickly thorns
Love hurts
Love that bitter medicine
Love is a weapon
With every ounce it fights
Love conquers
Love builds walls
Love destroys
Love is not the love of perfection
Love does not achieve perfection
Love is perfection
Love is real
Love is love